Her-my oh need this inside deep

couldn't make this up even if i tried

potato head

7 desktop screen savers = you

\ \ | | / /

<(. .)>

refresh on this

lookin real chum-y here

truedat

u inspire me to do so much 

weird shit

and i 

luv

u

4

i

t

🍑pre/post [coitus] talk🍑

b-what kind of sex are you feeling like?
y- mmm, like intense?
b-yeah, ok, ok
y-you pick the music
b- UGHHH, fine
*closes door*
*opens door 2 seconds later*
y-see this is why you're the definition of perfection [misquoted, i'm soz]

{(my biggest dream is to make you want me to be your husband)}

b-loving you is like breathing air, it's so easy and effortless- and sometimes its deeeeeeeep while other times its hha-ha-ha-hhhhaa
y-i'm going to cry
b-it's okie, me too

mini-serie-moi

one of 'em

14/11/2016

favorite people are the best people

....the love only continues....

16/11/2016

s3r10u5ly WAiiiiiiii

Admittance of many this weekend:

Admittance of an abyss for love

Admittance of a single means of communication 

Why give so much 

To take away-

Stop copying me

That's my move.

What more can I give.

What more do you want.

#stevenuniverseonmyuke

#stevenuniverseonmycomp

#cmbdtoujoursinmyuniverse

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rds7V5Sxu-4

👑 ROYAL TREATMENT 👑

#1- BBQ Chicken- Tortilla Salad

#2- Raw Beef Salad a la Menthe

#3- Thon Bowl

#4- Beef Ribs with Rice and Salad

#5- Hazelnut Cocoa Ice Cream

he said, she said

#happyanniversary

POUNCIN ON THAT SO HARD

mmmmmmz

why does this resonate with me so much

#F*CK

As I go on facebook, I see this quote...
*hand to mouth*

a cooler version of neopets #allgrownupnow

LOL

power plays

You my dear sir are extremely well spoken (and so much more than that).

Thank you for your braveness, humbleness, and time.
Thank you for opening our eyes to the immense power plays of our democratic world.
Thank you for f*cking social conventions.
Thank you for your bottomless respect and faith.

Best of luck to you, may I ever have the honor to meet you.

#privacymatters
#iknowitsnotjustyou
#itsforeveryone

H.O.P.E

how to f*ckn mcgill

literally procrastinate to the max but still pass. is that supposed to happen? am i just f*ckn smart? LOL NO

But seriously, how is this real.

just imagine the grades i could get if i really tried.... <--- THAT RIGHT THERE WHY I'M 100% ASS

how do my parents still luv me.

WHY AM I THE WAY I AM

i dont want to hit rock bottom to get out of my high presumptuous self

#whenurealizeuractuallymentallyweakaf

news~feed!eradicator//

When this is becomes one of the best chrome extensions ever and even provides you with a quote that makes you double back.

~When is it the right time to wake up?~
always-often-sometimes-rarely-never

Time is life itself, and life resides in the human heart

Drei Brüder wohnen in einem Haus
die sehen wahrhaftig verschieden aus,
doch willst du sie unterscheiden,
gleicht jeder den anderen beiden.

Der erste ist nicht da, er kommt erst nach Haus.
Der Zweite ist nicht da, er ging schon hinaus.
Nur der dritte ist da. Der Kleinste der drei,
denn ohne ihn gäb’s nicht die anderen zwei.

Und doch gibt’s den dritten um den es sich handelt,
nur weil sich der erst’ in den zweiten verwandelt.
Denn willst du ihn anschaun, so siehst du nur wieder
immer einen der anderen Brüder!

Nun sage mir: Sind die drei vielleicht einer?
Oder sind es nur zwei? Oder ist es gar - keiner?
Und kannst du, mein Kind, ihre Namen mir nennen,
so wirst du drei mächtige Herrscher erkennen.

Sie regieren gemeinsam ein großes Reich -
und sind es auch selbst! Darin sind die gleich.

Michael Ende

"Momo"

❤️

#whatdoyoumeanweliveinthefuture

#literallydoesn'tmakesense

💥🍁🍄🌿🌞💧🍭☠️💜💥

To be continued

OMAIGAWD

when you're low-key freaking out about an event 3 months away



*sweating for 3 months straight it seems*

SURPRISE

Gahhhhhhhh............... excited? scared beyond wits? do I even know how to play and sing?

~~~~NO~~~~
(so like, can you sing everything? k k00l thx)

<333333333333333333333333/3

perpetually confused

guess who's back, back again

I am back back again.

Back in the 514
Back in the #réallyfe
Back to some [window] pane
Back to sk00l
Back to friendz
Back to drunkedmess
Back to more happyness

I want it back.

why u do dis to me?

Most likely the time I'll be in London:

(Also, there are 2 parts! Are you freakin kidding me #theymustberollinthedough)

3 years passing FB and I feel the same

04/02/13
Sonnet for English class
#iusedtohavetowritepoems

My Unintentional Muse

Oh darn you, how you tempt me ‘gain Facebook!

Your nets have caught me to procrastinate,

And yet I can’t but help to take a look,

Which might lead to a penalizing late.

Dear Facebook, you are just an empty fridge:

A blatant disappointment when refreshed.

Though sometimes you serve as an endless bridge,

My walking strays the time; once more enmeshed.

But see now how you have ignited me

To write an inspirational sonnet

Revealing, and assuming some agree,

Your ample potency as harmonic!

            Facebook, you are my unintended Muse

            And prove to be a friend if not abused.

still ain't shed a tear

I lost my go pro...
Tubing
In the River.
-- Vang Vieng I'm comin back for you --

Alcohol is never my friend...

BUT

you know what they say,

"Keep yo fwends close but EneMi3s closaahhh"

~silver lining to this~

1) Blue Lagoon, Phoukam Cave
2) Tubing, Pub Crawl
3) Friends
4) Beautiful scenery
5) Amazing shakes and food
====== happibean ======

#makinenoughmoneytobuyanewone

Restaurant Lookout

Chillao ~ Blue Lagoon ~ Road

What's in a dream?

Last night I had a dream with faces I've never seen before.
It felt so weird and far away.
I was taking an exam,
An anatomical one.
I was going to cheat,
but Karma bit back.
I was being escorted to the bathroom,
and ended up in a different world,
losing time...
Frantic, heart racing,
I came back.
With 5 minutes to spare.
And while stuffing a sandwich down my throat,
I finished the exam with all the right answers in my mind.

Two nights ago I had memory loss.
I didn't remember any events or people I met-
before grade 12.
I woke up,
To find that:
- I go to an amazing university,
in an amazing city.
- Bound to go to another halfway around the world for a year.
- I have extremely loyal, kind, supportive and close friends.
- I've met incredibly diverse and exciting people.
- I still have an awesome family.
- I'm learning to play the uke.
- I've volunteered at a Shark Conservation Project in Fiji.
- I got a paid internship at a Canadian Environmental Consulting firm in Laos.
- I am loved on all levels of the spectrum of that word.

*SHIT*

I woke up to the reality:

I have a good mothaf*ckn life

:) :) :)

The world sometimes throws me down in the dumps and makes me angrier than I’ve ever felt towards any person with social media vomiting news of heinous crimes, incredible injustice of righteous man-slaughter, and acts of god-awful-death-inspiring terrorism. 

Admittedly, being in SEA has helped me “run-away” or “escape” so to speak from the world a bit…

Because, as of this moment, right now:

~Life is Beautiful~

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bs9vGrByKbk

crash at su casa

14 minutes de chez toi
28 minutes de chez moi
#iamlazy

MUTHUR NATUREEEE

Seriously one of the most beautiful trees I've seen
See exhibit A below:

lol

Just cuz I havent posted for 8 days.
Hai, I'm still alive.
Sorry
to
MY MANY BLOG FANS
;)
(;

June 12th and 40 posts....

Analysis of 2016

Posts

Mean number of posts: 40.5

Highest number of posts: 57 (January)

Lowest number of posts: 17 (March)

My birthday is in March- why so low? 

Predictions that June will become a new high.

Skype

Mean time: 2 hours 7 minutes 

Longest time: 4 hours 10 minutes

Shortest time: 2 minutes

Total time: 66 hours 55 minutes

January                             

4th- 4hr10min

18th- 36min

24th- 2hr31min

31st- 1hr46min

[9.017]

[2.25]

February

10th- 3hr54min

15th- 3hr16min

22nd- 3hr04min

29th- 3hr43min

[13.98]

[3.495]

March

9th- 2hr18min

15th- 1hr26min

26th- 2hr00min

[5.73]

[1.91]

April 

10th- 2hr26min

11th- 31min

18th- 2hr36min

23rd- 1hr25min

[6.95]

[1.7375]

May

2nd- 1hr42min

5th- 2min

6th- 3hr5min

11th- 47min

17th- 3hr33min

20th- 52min

[10.0]

[1.67]

June

4th- 1hr07min

10th- 2hr05min

[3.2]

[1.6]

#holysh*tthistookalonga@@timetofigureout

Something like:

"You're not in the way, but right now, you're the only way"

#Spoiled

My rent-free room for the next three months, with a private bathroom, views to kill, and heavenly AC. What else could you need?  🙀#blessed#🙀

Exchange Rate

1 USD= 8127.30 Laotian Kip

Sweet and Sticky Mango Rice Pancake
$1.48

Fresh Veggies
$1.23

Fresh Fruits: Guava, Rambutan, Mango, and Mangosteen
$1.85

South East Asia, you have been dearly missed <3

Wise Words of a 15 year old Self

This was me. 

This is still me.

I love,

Love.

10th Grade Oral Report

Presented to Mr. Madsen

Love in Siddhartha

For my oral book report I chose to read Siddhartha by Herman Hesse. This beautifully crafted story tells the tale of a young Brahmin seeking enlightenment. Hesse subtly mentions how the role of love changes through out the search of Nirvana. In Siddhartha, love appears in many different forms: emotional, physical, requited, lustful…

Through the different ways love appears and difficulties love poses to Siddhartha are essential to him to accomplish his search of being free from suffering. He is able to understand that one must be able to love all to achieve Nirvana.

The first time love appears is when Siddhartha “had begun to feel that the love of his father and mother, and also the love of his friend Govind, would not always make him happy, give him peace, and satisfy and suffice him.” (3)

As he came to realize this, Siddhartha decided to leave his father and reject his father’s care and love and instead join the Samanas, wandering ascetics and hope to find enlightenment through this lifestyle. At this point, Samanas who reject all feeling and empty themselves, Siddhartha perfects the Samanas ways and thus feels no emotion and has perfect self control. However, he judges seeing the other Samanas that this path cannot and will not ____ along his search of enlightenment. Gotoma, the Illustrious One, radiates peace mystery and love. Siddhartha realizes what he wants and awakens to the fact that so far he has never seen things for what they are and opens up to all, including love. 

He soon finds a lover/ teacher, Kamala, in town. Kampala teaches all aspects of physical love and the importance of love. Although Siddhartha has feelings deep within him for Kamala the he states: “‘You do not really love me—you love nobody. Is that not true? ‘ ‘Maybe’ said Siddhartha wearily. “I am like you. You cannot love either, otherwise how could you practice love as an art? Perhaps people like us cannot love. Ordinary people can— that is their secret.” (59) At this point, Siddhartha is incapable to give and receive genuine love between anyone and prevents him from achieving spiritual realization. 

Siddhartha is finally able to feel and accept love although it proves to be quite a challenge. Siddhartha had fallen in love with his stubborn and disrespectful son, whom he had inherited when Kamala died. Siddhartha’s son’s love was unrequited but Siddhartha “love him and preferred the sorrow and trouble of his love rather than happiness and pleasure without the boy.” (96)

Alas, the boy runs away and Siddhartha’s love for his son becomes a test of his wisdom, for Siddhartha almost diverges completely from his path of enlightenment. “Siddhartha, had become completely like one of the people, through sorrow, through loving. He was madly in love, a fool because of love.” (99) However, after great sorrow Siddhartha finally learns to accept that love comes in all forms and all must be acknowledged. Through Kamala and his son, Siddhartha has learned to love the world and accept it instead of rejecting or resisting it. Siddhartha finds that he now has all the elements to achieve enlightenment and has learned his last task: to be capable to love and “his Self merged into unity.” (111) 

Baî 📱

bye bye
phone
-you have served me well-
-may you RIP or be recycled-

hello
phone
-oh bayyyyybEE-

in T-minus 1.5 hrs

Slip into your skin- PW

"It's taken you an hour."
"Is that a long time?"
"It's a long time."
-_-

"Umm... it's like June 6, and nothing's on thoughtsinabeanpod since June 1st..."
~hehe now you know how it feels

Jaime u
Sometimes
Often
Rarely
Always
Never

IDK
about anything
in life

come as it comes
go as it goes

Hope you'll enjoy the ride
And not get too scared
Of potholes
Or slow down
During the bumps
And never
Go
Through
A
Red
Light

<3
<2
<1

CRASH