Showing posts with label reflections. Show all posts
Showing posts with label reflections. Show all posts

Tuesday, 31 May 2016

USA vs. Canada- A Continuing Series

This blog post is to reflect on some of the differences I've experienced and learned about having lived in the US, where I lived in New Jersey and New York for 7 years and now "live during breaks" in Washington State, and in Canada, Montreal, where I've been studying for the last two years.

The topics will greatly vary, some more entertaining perhaps while others more serious. Overall, this is simply for me to observe some of the differences and look back upon them with a smile.

1) STARBUCKS
Winner: Canada (well Montreal)
~ Due to their bilingual nature, they actually always get my name right

Exhibit A:
Starbucks on Peel, Grande S'mores Frap
31-05-16

Saturday, 28 May 2016

~πŸ”ΌπŸ‘­πŸ”Ό~

What is it that makes relationships unfold and hold? Any type of relationships, familial links, friendships, sexual partners, lovers.
Overlapping interests and curiosity in each other do play a principle role, however in my experience, what makes relationships stay true and last is (delta):




1) Accepting things may change
2) Acknowledging things have changed
3) Adapting to each other's change

All things much easier said than done, believe me. I once read this from a 'clickbait' article about an extremely old and loving couple and what one of them said has prevalently stuck with me,

"We fix things instead of throwing them away."

I never want to throw things away, unless they become toxic, and I will try my hardest to fix things, unless they become truly broken. But even then, life has a way to mend and heal to better move on. I *know* they do, I believe they do.

The most significant gift a person can give to another is to be there.

Sounds simple enough, and genuinely is when you truly love the other person: unconditional love.

To be there
- to listen
- to cry
- to talk
- to laugh
- to make memories
- to care
- to understand
- to discuss
- to wonder
- to argue
- to play
- to plan
- to rely on
- to know
- through struggles
- towards happiness
- with love
- always

Change is hard.
Change is challenging.
Change is unsettling.
(Change is $$$)
Change can be distant.
Change can be breaking.
Change can be wonderful.

I miss the old times.
I miss the comfort.
I miss the casualness.
I miss the effortlessness.
I miss the banter.
I miss the endless texts.
I miss you.

I look forward to the new.
But I am also scared,
"I can't tell if it's going in a good or bad direction."
Yes, I am worried.
But, I know I love you, no matter what happens next.


Wednesday, 25 May 2016

...self...

Do I like the person I've become?
~26-05-16~
Some pondering being done

Who are my friends?
Unconditional love is so powerful

Why am I such a bad student?
Seriously, why, I can do some much better

Am I really happy?
Or have I been lying to myself, or so convinced that I am a naturally wired happy person, no, I am. But am I now

{Transfer?}
Where to, what, really? Love Montreal, love McGill?
UQ?

Travelling?
Catfish and Mandala--- heavy read at times, grime travels
Make a plan, which countries to hit: Australia 200%-- is that even a question, NZ 110% yes, England 100% yes, France? (summer/winter?), Tasmania 90% yes, Indonesia/Bali 80% and it goes on (Malaysia, Japan, India, Greece, Turkey, Budapest, Russia, Spain, Portugal, Brazil) 
Why is Africa not on my list?

Thursday, 19 May 2016

Confession: monumentally lazy and lost

loss of interest
loss of momentum
loss of work ethic
loss of road trip
loss of grades

gain of self reflection
gain of acceptance
gain of understanding
gain of friendship
gain of happiness

goal of today: to get to Australia

goal of life: ...to be continued

Monday, 16 May 2016

Standardized Education- a rising epidemic

I am FAR (very far) from being an expert when it comes to the educational system, however, luckily enough, I have had the chance to experience it. I was extremely fortunate in two ways. Number 1) I received my education BEFORE the Common Core State Standards were implemented (2014-2015) and number 2) I had the chance to go to a Waldorf School. However, like almost every kid in this generation, I did have to go through the awfully pain-staking duty of taking standardized tests.

Simply put, I do not comprehend the Common Core State Standards.
While yes, I do understand that this will, supposedly, prepare high school graduating students better for the 'real' world and university, have the education curriculum be comparable to international standards, equalize the playing field and promote "higher- level" thinking skills, and I quote:
             "Students will no longer simply be allowed to come up with the right answer. Often times they must give an answer, state how they arrived at that conclusion, and defend it." 

Now, don't get me wrong, I do support some these goals (to varying degrees). What I do not understand however, is how this will be accomplished through standardized testing.

Standardized testing will only exacerbate stress levels of everyone involved in the education system. There will be even more pressure on students to perform well, which will in turn reflect on the teacher, and furthermore the school. From my experience, it will not help a student how to solve a problem, learn how to think, but will only test the capacity of the students' ability to take the standardized test. One of the things that worries me the most was that the Common Core was mostly developed by "academics and assessment experts—many with ties to testing companies." Another was reading that the curriculum was structured from the top grades to the bottom ones. This means the whole system is based on the wanted outcome of the student after Pre-K- Grade 12 and everything below was adjusted accordingly. While initially this may seem logical, that's just not the way, as a species, we operate.

We are humans, we grow, we move, we learn, we think, we evolve--- in vastly different ways. We aim for our goals in a forward trajectory, wherever and whatever they are meant to be.

WE ARE NOT MEANT TO BE STANDARDIZED

An example of common core math that completely baffles me: 


http://teaching.about.com/od/assess/f/What-Are-Some-Pros-And-Cons-Of-The-Common-Core-Standards.htm

http://www.rethinkingschools.org/archive/27_04/edit274.shtml

http://www.forbes.com/sites/alicegwalton/2014/10/23/the-science-of-the-common-core-experts-weigh-in-on-its-developmental-appropriateness/#7cdb056a77cc

Sunday, 15 May 2016

How does one think anymore?

Today I had a revelation.
I'm not as smart as I thought I was. I've become lazy, mentally.

People will 100% deny this~ once again say I'm putting myself down. But the truth is, deep inside, I've always thought that I'm smart/ intelligent/ motivated, whatever you want to call it.

But today, I realized, I don't think anymore.
      ~~~~Thinking, problem solving, logic!

I have forgotten how to think.

It's something to exercise, stretch, use.

It's something I've lost in University.
University, where information is hurled at you in every direction and dimension.
"Fake it until you make it" rings loud and clear in my position at the moment.

My brain hurts and it's time to sleep.
I have a midterm tomorrow.

...How does one do this thing called thinking?